To Whom it May Concern:

It was foretold to fail before we even started. There was little to no support for us and secrecy did not help. I don't know about you but I struggled. I struggled and I fought for what we had, even when others whispered it wouldn't last, I still fought. I wanted it, I really did.

But you... I never really knew if you wanted it or not. Was it just pity? Did you ever truly care? I don't know... I don't know you...

Even though now I whisper, "I hate you", know that it is only my mind. For until my last breath my heart and soul will forever love and cherish you. You and your memories will forever be precious to me.

I've held onto this letter for a long time wondering if I should ever give it to you. But by the time you finally receive it, it is probably to late. By now you and many others might know everything that was ever written down by me.

Please understand though... I do love you... With what ever knowledge I do know about love you hold the highest part. Also know that no matter what happens between us no one will ever take your place. It is and will only be yours...

You may find me foolish and pathetic after reading this, you may even hate me, but that is why it is too late. Because I could not risk your rejection... I do not mind if you forget me... But I can never, no matter how hard I try, forget you...