Ending It

I give up

I’ve have lost

I can finally see

My own fault

He is happy

So is she

I am just the third wheel

And you don’t need me

Once a dream

Never real

It tears at my heart

But I’m to numb to feel

I gave you my love

For so many years

But it’s brought nothing but pain

And endless tears

So tonight its over

I’m going to die

My breath will still

And I wont cry

The cold has come

My breaths in the air

My body’s gone numb

And there’s ice in my hair

I lay here broken

So lost and destroyed

I’ve hardly spoken

Since that day

The world is dead

All lifes gone to sleep

The snows gone red

And I still wont weep

It wasn’t hard

I wasn’t scared

It was just a shard

Of glass from somewhere

But I can’t see

Though there’s nothing there

Just the darkness and me

And no one to care

My heart is dying

My breath is slow

My soul is crying

But no one will know

They’ll think I was strong

They’ll remember my smile

It wont seem wrong

That I’m gone for awhile

Time has ended

My heart has died

It’s over finally

And I haven’t cried